tell the dj playing,

This may sound absolutely out of the blue, but i bought a bike today! To be exact, a.. wait for it, a red mountain bike. Caught in one of my moody tantrums, mum bought me one because i guess she accidentally pricked my bubble.She pricked it. She did.

Okay, i was whiny about wanting one. YES, I WANTED A BIKE.

The  fact that we may not be flying off Wednesday and well, other things is just getting to me i guess and i thought 'hey, a bike could probably cheer me up'. I mean, i could go cycle and stuff right? I can't be blamed, there's absolutely not much that i can look forward to here, but i forget i'm talking about myself who has absolutely nil in my social life right now. Crap, i forgot that.

So today, though it has officially been past new years, one of my resolutions is to TA-DA :- lose weight. Terribly predictable and the number one resolution on everyones list, i say; my goal. I've gained weight over the past year or so, and i have constantly ignored the fact that i am not looking so good in size 8's. So it is now my resolution to tone up the various jiggly bits of my body. We al have jiggly bits, but i guess i just want mine a little less jiggly? i mean really, wobble wobble duck waddle?

It's been a few days where i haven't been eating properly well except for today, where all that hunger somehow had unleashed itself into a mega eating marathon. Well that, and the fact i've been sleepless, for the past few days. Less sleep equals to more food, in my case that is.

But starting today, i've been cycling around the neighbourhood and i have to admit, it does the bum benefits. It's starting to cramp up, but no pain no gain right? Though i hope tomorrow morning would be much more successful, hopefully a full hour of cycling and doing various other workouts could do me some good, for the mind , body and soul. Cycling does give me time to just listen to some of my songs, and to think. 

He's back home today, but i know we both have to settle ourselves before anything. I can't deny that i've been missing him but then again we have to sort things out, we really do. So to put things off my mind, i've set myself some goals and making myself busy with a few things.

Anyway, here's a few songs i've been loving and yes, working out to.